I really need a BREAK.. (-.-)

"weak... HELL WEEK!"

My days are oh-so still busy. it has been weeks that I wasn't able to sleep like a baby. But then again when I tried sleeping almost like one, after the English research, and I was able to renounce the bad moods that swept me off the past week.

But still, as usual, it's not yet over. I was just introducing my system to what I call "binibili ang tulog" days...

After that ENGLISH RESEARCH PAPER (Dream, dream, dream: the oracle of recurring dreams) and the almost finished research paper of our group in SOCIOLOGY (pre-marital sex and unwanted pregnancy), I would still be facing a lot of tasks, 'unfinished and ignored businesses'

What else bothers me? on the bottom part of my head it says clearly...

• I know I am not that functional in my extra-curriculars lately, but I can't say my academics are on its peak either. I'm a bit of staying away from Sentinel for a while, though I know I should balance my time, I just don't wanna be involved to other things that I know I could temporarily leave for a while.I know it isn't right, yeah... but i set my priorities.. and this days Sentinel isn't on the upper part of the list. MY LIST. But to see myself on a brighter light, I already passed an article to Ate Joyce. But I know its not enough.
• FSL is still a "dormant org" It really sucks to see our bulletin whenever I pass by that area on the 2nd flr. I know I'm one of the liable people behind but then, I did my part as I was told, I wanna let them do theirs...
• I barely had quality time with my family and best friends in Caloocan this past months. Whenever I go home, all i see and connect with is the computer. Doing paper works, photo editing, organizing files, etc. Earlier today my brother and my dad told me I should get some sleep, but actually I did slept, for about 4 hrs i guess... they thought I was sleepless again, i said no, and when i looked at myself in the mirror, hell yeah!!! i really look sleepless... spell HAGGARD
• I'm a bit worried on my grades. Though I really don't settle on 'pasa at mema lang' Even if I do well I really am still bothered cause I know i can do better. It's just that "SO MANY THINGS TO DO, SO LITTLE TIME..."
• When I am here in Caloocan i barely even do household chores. They wash my clothes from Manila, they do the cooking and all. I just can't do those because I need a lot of time in front of the pc doing all the stuffs I need to do!
• I'm not satisfied with me and my Ai's time together lately. And I know most of you see it. (duh... (-.-) ) I really need to make it up to him. LOVE KO KAYA YUN... >",<
• This BLOG is another thing. I haven't updated all my blogs lately, even uploading photos took me million years to finish.. I wasn't able to scribble all my thought, even in my personal diary. That's just how busy I am!
• Even splurging myself with my comfort foods, last time was way back when I, Elisse, and JR slept-over in my nx Ynna's is not that of a splurge. It's more of a 'motivator food' that time. we didn't sleep even if what we said we're doing in their house is a SLEEP OVER, hahaha

hmmm.. what do i wanna do? as my friendster horoscope said, i should spending some time alone. I'll try to do that. I just hope I can...

1. I wanna eat ice cream (cookies and cream or double dutch)
2. I wanna shop for new clothes
3. I wanna organize reunions for HS friends and orig 102
4. I like to go somewhere that I can just sit down and relax or talk to someone I miss the most
5. I wanna make up to those whom I didn't spend time with lately
6. I wanna swim till I drop
7. I wanna sing at the top of my lungs, for a whole day
8. I wanna stay the same me... >",<
9. I wanna be a SUPERHUMAN.. all you'll need is me... =)
10. I wanna keep on watching TV till our TV explodes, hahaha
11. I'd love to be updated with the latest infos on the movie, music and tv screen scenes
12. I wish I could be with AI for a whole day
13. I wanna wash all my shoes! my darn dirty and over used multiple supply of shoes! sigh
14. I wanna master ADOBE photo editing this sembreak (installer, anyone

LET ME HAVE A BREAK.. HAND ME A CHOCOLATE... >",<