Fast update.

Okay, so now my decision's final. I'm carrying on. No more Ms. Hopeful and absolutely the first moves will be history.

I dunno. Fed up? Maybe. But practically speaking, reciprocation's just not enough. I mean, damn girl, He's just not that into you...

I've been stepping in and out of the circle for quite a while now, taking the leap of faith, and tonight, this has been the turning point. It may not be that big but of course, it matters. Everything, even just a single word from him matters, well, BEFORE.

It may have been a wonderful story, a great friendship and almost lovers story that I may tell my grand children some time in the future. But loving is not owning, as the song goes. "We can let it go..."

I've just read my best friend's post in my facebook wall, I'll take it off as soon as I am able to access facebook. Hopefully thru mobile access I'll be able to do that as all our proxies in here are not working here right now in the office. As to this post, well, this was posted late, but timestamped accordingly (time I've typed this on my notepad in my Network Solutions webmail).

...to be continued