Running and changing.

Just got home from the bakery.


Anyways, this post should've been finished by now, but here I am, still cramming for the pieces of thoughts I wanted to share.


Hmm.


Running and changing.


I've been running from nothing but second thoughts lately.


Second thoughts on how will I survive those sleepless days and countless "I'm so tired to go to school, I just wanna sleep..." or "I'd rather go home than go to work!" rants. But eventually, the thought of I NEED THIS prevails.


Second thoughts on holding on, or at last letting go.


Second thoughts on  whether to continue this schooling or just stay working- or both.


Second thoughts whether I'd go back to Sentinel or lay low for a while. I have a handful of tasks to do anyways.


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I've come to realize as well that there's a lot of things that has changed recently.
...and I still can't find the right words to tell 'em all






...FOR NOW.